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Red
Yellow Green
Many
Vietnam Veterans organizations use the colors red, yellow
and green on their flags, banners, etc. This is to represent
the colors on the ribbon of the Vietnam Service Medal.
Red, white and blue became
red,
yellow and green
blue
blue like the serenity of oceans rearing up into skies
blue to green
like denim to fatigues
blue to green
like the family station wagon to canvas-covered trucks
all this fucking green
not brilliant life-giving green
but indifferent man-made green
white
white like all the possibilities of crisp paper waiting for
scribbles
white to yellow
like teeth tainted from smokes coffee vomit
white to yellow
like the faces of hometown USA to the faces of the villages
of South East Asia
white to yellow
like letters from home carried next to foul sweat-drenched
skin
red
red like flushed faces drunk on life’s affirmations
red fell into black
into a nightmare of dreamless sleep
and from black rose red again
red like screaming faces briefly lit in midnight battle
red like ribbons of guts inside-out
rages of red
but who to be red at?
When he comes home
parents and friends speak to him in red, white and blue
the TV broadcasts in red, white and blue
the streets are paved with red, white and blue
he must be blind
he only sees red yellow green
Sharing
the Love
Ancient
Greek philosophy divided love into three types: Eros=lover/spouse/mate;
Philia=family/friend; and Agape=humanity/acquaintance
Eros
Philia and Agape are trying to live together
in a two-bedroom apartment downtown
Agape has his own room
smokes cigarettes drinks coffee
watches the news all night
on those rare nights he does doze off
he sleepwalks
somehow wakes in the Psychiatric center
Philia has to come pick him up
convince the doctors he’s not really self-destructive
Eros and Philia share a room
Eros has manic moods
comes home just before the sun
in fits of shining joy or dark depression
either way he talks too much
Philia tosses turns groans
gets up says get a grip you flaky fruitcake
takes pillow and blanket to sleep on couch
seriously considers moving back in with his parents
they go out for drinks together often
only ones pulled up to the bar
arguing over television channels
Philia wants to watch the game
Agape wants CNN
Eros wants to watch the new Lifetime Movie Network
Philia calls him a flaky fruitcake
Eros bitchslaps Philia
Philia pushes him easily off barstool
Agape says hey you can’t treat people that way
kicks Philia in the nads
but Philia has no nads
so he makes a quick comeback
punches Agape who passes out in a heap on the floor
and unfazed Philia sits down and watches the rest of the game
knowing it’ll all be the same again the next day
like everyday
everyday traffic goes right through their living room
everyday pedestrians are talking into cellphones but
they’re really talking to themselves
everyday buildings become higher than ideas
everyday Eros Philia and Agape
Lover Brother Human Being
are trying to live together in a two-bedroom apartment downtown
and the rent keeps going up
Normal,
Crazy & St. Peter’s Girlfriend
her
parents dropped off her clothes
normal clothes
because we try to be as normal here as possible
a doctor said this to her as a woman marched by in her jammies
declaring she won’t have St. Peter’s baby in this hospital.
Normal has left the building
right behind the parents and the day-staff.
Normal doesn’t like coming to this party
he makes an appearance for appearance’s sake
he show up late and leaves early
Normal enjoys women swooning over him
men wanting to be him
he doesn’t eat anything because he just came from another
party
where the food was better.
He takes home a girl called Crazy
high on legal drugs.
Normal fucks Crazy.
Crazy is all flesh and nonsense.
Normal has no hair on his chest
no sweat
no nipples
only outlines of muscles like a Ken-Doll
and no dick.
He can’t fuck Crazy.
He can’t fuck anybody.
Normal is never a friend or a lover, but always an acquaintance.
Crazy goes back to the party where
St. Peter’s girlfriend is wrestling with the night-staff
in the storm before the calm
a pile of tangled screaming white cloth skin flushed stressed
and a needle
muffled prayers go on from the last room down the hall
for half an hour or all night
St. Peter never comes to rescue her.
Normal will stop by later to give her her meds.
To
Dr. Nash
is
that you working Dr. Nash?
I’ve been working
constructing a life out
of dead batteries and rubber
cement and there are no
Russian agents attempting
to foil my plan but someone’s
been stealing my batteries
to my horror I found them
all last night stashed in
my silverware drawer
seems I’ve been stealing
from myself
I’ve been thinking Dr. Nash.
Thinking in tablespoons
and milligrams about all
that’s normal how it’s neither
right nor wrong and all the
things I am that’s right
and wrong
And I’ve been noticing things Dr. Nash.
Like I noticed how the wash never
takes the cat hair out
of my clothes it only
cleans the cat hair
now I have clean cat hair
in all my paintings
my art
but that is not art
not to me
and this is not poetry
this is just me speaking
Is that you speaking Dr. Nash?
—poems
by Kristen C. Day
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